Fuck up

I don't think you've met a woman like me before.

Nice to meet you.

No one is perfect.

You will fuck up.

I will fuck up.

We're human.

The fact that we're gonna fuck it all up and then fix it like in the movies is fucking beautiful.

I've never had a Hollywood ending before.

It seems nice.

I have no intentions of letting you push me away.

It would be so ridiculous of me to let this fear over run me and then let that same fear run you over like a semi.

Boys are so silly sometimes.

But I am here to help.

Help ease the fear.

Help keep your life in check.

Help balance the chaos with the calm.

Because I understand losing your grip.

Not being able to keep your balance.

I've been unsteady for so long.

But maybe I'm leaning one direction but you're leaning in the other.

If we grab hands in the middle we will balance.

We'll be a sturdy steady structure.

The only thing to fear would be letting go.

So... Just don't let go.

Written July 2016